Um.
I think the hardest part about everything that’s been going on has been the fact that in the next few years, I’m about 60% sure that I won’t be on the same level with you guys as I was last year. And that has made me feel really, really depressed. It’s the fact that we’re not even near close to the level of friendship that we had before. I don’t know what happened. I’d love to know, because about 3 months ago, I was sure we’d stay friends until eternity ended.
It sucks being so lonely all the time.